I am going to flip my shit! Why doES THE THUMBNAIL PICTURE TURN WHEN YOU POST SOMETHING???
I just finished a book, I cant tell if I should go shoot myself, or go on a homicidal rampage.
I’m beginning to realize how little I mean to everyone and its pretty fucking painful.
So apparently not eating while on your period is much easier than trying to not eat when off of it. Hmmm I tried really hard not to eat today but the compulsion got to me. I wasnt even hungry, just needed to go through the motion of eating. All I ate was tuna, ritz crackers, easy cheese, and drank a shit ton of sunny D. Yesterday all I had was burritos and pizza. If my mom wasnt around to constantly watch me to see if I ate, I probably wouldnt eat. She asks a lot though, to make sure I’m eating. I didnt really eat anything last summer. I lost a lot of weight though. And I want to do that again. I feel really bad that I want to turn to that again, but its just so much easier than exercising. I have no motivation and when I do exercise I stop half way through do to boredom or exhaustion. I just cant do it. I did do it last summer though. Which means I NEED to exercise. Bleh.